This feeling from inside of me 

I've hidden it so well 

Will they ever see 

Callously it tortures me

Like parasites I grit my teeth  

What's become of me

The misery the memories

Oh the better days the better me 

I fear that I'm falling deeper again

Where have I gone, what have I done

(Where have I been?) 

My sanity comes crawling back

I feel as if my heart turns black

When did it all become so cold 

Its got its fucking hold on me 

Insidious feeling from inside of me 

Will I swim or will I sink

Why the fuck can I not think

I hang this rope I seek to leave

What's left of there for you to see

A broken man with a broken dream

Its my misery 

I fear that I'm falling deeper again

Where have I gone, what have i done

(Where have I been)

My Sanity comes crawling back 

I feel as if my heart turns black

When did it all become so cold

Last night I watched myself sleep 

And then I flew away

The darkness calls it's haunting me

Insidious it's haunting me 

Insidious no longer a part of me 

I fear that I'm falling deeper again

Where have I gone what have I done

What have I done 

I fear that I'm falling deeper again

Where have I gone, what have I done

(Where have I been)

My Sanity comes crawling back 

I feel as if my heart turns black

When did it all become so cold

Become so cold

Become so cold