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Lifeless

Illicit Thoughts

Your soul's decaying 

Your life is changing

Your existence defining

I'm lifeless


Nothing to calm the anger 

Nothing to calm the pain 

Nothing to calm the irritation 

That builds up everyday 


Look inside my coffin 

Tell me what you see 

Memories of a person 

That used to be happy  


Nothing to numb the pressure 

Nothing to numb the hate 

Nothing to numb the anxiety 

That builds up everyday 


Silence fills the empty grave,

Now that I'm gone you will see 

I am fear, I am sadness

I am a monument to all your sins


Gradually falling into my grave

Gradually falling Into this pain 

Absolved by what I could not become 

Lessons learned, bridges burned 


Run away, I'm everything you hate

Everything you wish you could escape 


I'm fucking dead on the inside 


Someone help me 

Someone save me

It's inside of me 

Crawling back and forth 

Tearing me apart


Someone help me 

Someone save me

Will I make it

Please forgive me 

Please forgive me


Gradually falling into my grave 

Gradually falling into this pain 

Absolved by what I could not become 

Lessons learned, bridges burned 


I am fear, I am sadness

I am everything that lies between 

Light and darkness 

I am fear, I am sadness 


I've been distant, I've been quiet 

I've been thinking what this life is

I've been distant, I've been quiet 

And I'm sorry if it shows inside my eyelids

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