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My Coffin

Illicit Thoughts

This is my coffin 

This is my coffin


The feeling of life

Has taken me so long 

Just trying to figure it out

The amount it takes 

To alleviate all the stress 

I held onto for so many years 

Behind all the fear, sadness 

And All those doubts I had

I just wanted to belong

I hope you hear my voice

through this song


Cause I've been lost too

Cause I've been gone too

This is not the end

This is my coffin 


I can't promise

I will make it out alive

I'm running out of time

(I'm running out of time)

I can't promise 

I will make it out alive

You mean the world to me 

So if I decide to leave 

Please don't cry

(Please don't cry tonight)


I'm never happy 

When they ask me

I say nothing is wrong 

These recurring dreams

Have me feeling lost again

Like I never would belong

I just want to feel calm

But instead I run away 

Like I'd be better off gone

I just want to feel calm 

But instead I run away

(But instead I run away)

Like I'd be better off gone


Cause I've been lied too

Cause I've been used too

This is not the end 

This is my coffin 


I can't promise

I will make it out alive

I'm running out of time

(I'm running out of time)

I can't promise 

I will make it out alive

You mean the world to me 

So if I decide to leave 

Please don't cry

(Please don't cry tonight)


This is the end 

This is my head 

This is the end 

You want to see my reality 

This is the end 

This is my head 


I can't promise

I will make it out alive

I'm running out of time

(I'm running out of time)

I can't promise 

I will make it out alive

You mean the world to me

So if I decide to leave 

Please don't cry

(Please don't cry tonight)


This is the end, this is my head

Remember me, when I am dead 

This is the end, this my head

Remember me, when I am dead 

This is the end, this is my head

Remember me, when I am dead 

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